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Wednesday, 13 February 2008

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    Get Born
    By Jet
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    I'm finally allowing myself to realize that I'm not alone in this world. Sadly, I realized this only after I was suspected for a tumor in my brain. I realized how much people cared for me when I needed support the most. They were strong for me, prayed for me, told me everything will be ok. I didn't realize how much I enjoyed fantasizing and letting myself being alone, hurt, and broken. Being too caught up in that attitude could've cost me everything. I've lost so much precious time. All I had to do was ask for their support and their company. It seemed so easy, but I just couldn't do it then. But I'm learning. I will enjoy life as much as I can. I've seen someone been in the process of giving up their life. I've seen someone given up on their life. I've seen someone died because they gave up. I saw someone die in front of me in the emergency room while the doctors gave up on the 20 some year old from suicide a few months ago. It was tragic, especially when I had to call the family in and the doctors had to break the news to them. I wonder what that girl's life would be like now if she reached out for help or if someone helped her. After that and realizing how many people are around me to help me, I will always reach for a hand to hold if I needed. And always offer a hand to be held if I know someone is ever in that depressed stage.

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